. Having realizations like that hit ya (and they CAN hit you like a ton of bricks), and you feel like you are gonna faint and your heart explode. The thoughts of "YAY! It is FINALLY happening to me!"
Way to go, girlfriend! You will do great, and besides if your weren't nervous, THAT is when we'd have to worry about you (I felt like a virgin bride when i came over to meet Mayhem, that was how nervous i was. And the butterflies that i had in my tummy were replaced by an army of Wookies)

Good luck and may the force be with you!

reading the pixies on the move and many people finding happiness this year put a HUGE smile on my face