MM I know where you are coming from, just give it some time. Being the nice guy does work out. I was a little older then you are now before I had sex for the first time and guess what, it sucked bad. The girl was a month long summer fling. The other relationships I've had since then have lasted at best 6 months and none of them were worth having.

It sucks I know, but it can be worse. Try sitting at the wedding of a girl you were going to ask to marry. That's a real kick in the nuts, but I got over, for the most part. Don't feel like you need to rush into anything, don't sit idle but don't floor it either.

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