Kaelynn:
Firstly, just because I have posted only once doesn't mean I'm new to the boards.

Secondly... that's about all i can say to you without taking focus off the topic at hand for the time being.

AV:
Follow your heart. When things feel they are at the worst what is there to lose by trying?

Worst case scenario you never get back together. Don't let the relationship you say was the best you've had make you give up on all relationships.

Let me put it this way... It took you how many relationships to find this guy? Was all the previous heartbreak worth the time you had with him? If so, why isn't the chance for a little more heartbreak worth the chance of finding someone even better than him?