Well she died Friday at 8:05pm. My Aunt, Uncle, Mom, Dad, and Myself were all standing around her holding her hand when she died. Once they turned off the venalator she lasted like five minutes, they gave her morphine to ease any pain she may have, suddenly she was gone. Everyone around me is taking it hard, I cried really good one night on the phone with my master, and since I have been good, I just don't like thinking about it or talking about it anymore. I just want to move on and get other stuff done. I will be reading and singing at her funeral. I am also working on a Power Point presentation of pictures to put up during her viewing. I am not looking forward to seeing her in some box. I can't tell you how much sleep I have lost, and I just can't wait to pick up my brother and sister at the airport tomm morning (kinda today) on my birthday, luckily the church we are using is busy, we almost buried her on my birthday... I really wouldn't have minded... I love her and it would give me another thing to remember about her. At least I get to be with my family when I turn 21... It will give us all a good reason to drink! lol

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~Kaelynn~

Some days life can be shitty , some days life can be outstanding ;
Sometimes you find love , sometimes you find fun ;

Just remember through all these changes you are you, special and unique...

Just a reminder to those who are like me and need it...