Trip this weekend.

A smoky little Blues bar....and getting voice lessons :D

I have to take some film in(remember those camaras that took film?), Work on what I'm going to say as MC, think of ways of teasing someone, and doing some laundry.

Wondering about this teasing "task"... :p

Did you get the invite?

Teasing? I'm sure you have heard of it. It is this fun bannter that occures. Sometimes one gets tease over general things, and other times it is more of a sexual teasing. A teasing that makes then think of sex. A teasing that gets there mind going on all sorts of fun and playful and 'naughty' stuff.

Never heard of it. :spin: :rolleyes:

I might go and play with myself and then go and have a shower.

Thinking how good that shower felt!

If you were going to be teased, would you want it all day long, of only after the days work is done?

what chore to tackle next

How to implement an odd modification request.

these meds that are kickin' my ass

where to walk the dog

looks at ^^^ butt. I don't see anythink kicking it. But I will monitor it for you.

My carpets need steam cleaning.

how i can be so stupid and fall for every stupid thing

Life and why I'm here.

THinking that studmuffin has a thousand reasons to be here and he should know that.

Wishing I didn't have a meeting tonight.

wishing I did

dinner

meeting i have tonight

the amazing propensity children have to drive you mad.

Good friends

Two weeks in the Halibuton Highlands. Needing to get my fill of smut games in before I leave.

Sleeping

WHat else? :p

I was wondering how your day turned out. Hopefully it was not too bad?

Long...but not too bad. Small Pixie interruptions in a 14 hour work day so far.... Par for the course for me. Started at 7 am, ended at 9 pm when I headed to the gym for a 90 min workout

That is why I'm lapping you on the posts. Well I hope that the work out released some tention. Can I start teasing now?

For a bit...I plan to go to bed early tonight...another 7 am meeting....

That Osuche works too hard and I don't work hard enough.

I get the feeling that Lil works hard enough.....between school, Pixies, and family...and a whole bunch of other stuff I am sure. If you count them fair, you likely work much harder.

That there are two wonderful busy playful ladies here with me. How lucky is that!

Sadly...thinking about skipthisone.....and all my regrets

As someone who is still working through another suiside [7 years ago Aug 2], you don't move on, but learn to accept what he did. And then go and love someone around you. Hold them and let them feel honest love, not fear love or guilt love, but just honest love.

As someone whose father committed suicide...15 years ago....I know your words are easier said than done. There are times I am so angry at him, even today...that he has robbed his grandchildren of ever knowing him, taken away a lot of good experiences that should have been mine...and left me with a deep regret. I love him, but I'm not sure I like him sometimes. :(

Damn, you are now at two personal e-mails.

But I will offer you a hug. And try to 'BE' love.

No reponse necessary. I have made peace with my demons. But part of my peace has been the ability to allow myself to be mad sometimes. Just as I get mad at skip sometimes........cause I think about his children and know that some day they will have to come to terms with the same things....

This has been on my mind lately, too.

I went through therapy several years after my cousin died. It took me a long time to accept his decision but he was my best friend so I have to respect it.

That is a hard place to get to, accepting there choice.

I thought I signed up for the life is like a Club Med option???