I wasn't a huge fan back in the day but since they're playing here tonight, they're on the radio a lot.



















on the oldies station *sob*
music from my early teen years is now on the oldies station

Someone's reaction when he gets an email in the morning.

how some little shit broke the antenna off of my car today and now I only get one station.....an oldies from when I was a kid.

::lonely::
 

I've recently been thinking a lot about being lonely. This is all so new to me, being lonely that is. All my life I've been a total loner and liked it that way. I was honestly happier by myself most times.

But that's not who I am anymore. Whatever caused it, maybe I'll never know, but one day I woke up and I actually felt sad that I was not around more (or any for that matter) people. I would think that emotion would be accuratly termed as 'loneliness.' Since then I've had a lot of experience with this new emotion however, I haven't learned much from that experience.

I've decided that above all else, I am who I am and I can't and won't change that for anyone. The problem is, who I am is a guy who sits at home all day. I've tried meeting people online for months now and it's just not gonna happen, at least not without paying an arm and a leg searching through all the pay personal sites. I'm simply not the clubbing type. A big reason for that is that I can't, don't, and won't dance, that's just all there is to it. In a few months I'll finally turn 21 so I'll be able to go to bars and stuff. But I don't drink. So internet just ain't gonna happen, won't go to clubs because I don't dance, and won't go to bars because I don't drink.

So where the hell does an introverted, non-dancing, non-drinking, and oversexed guy go to meet people?

That's what's on my mind.

A couple of phone calls I need to make this morning.

Someone who says he's not going to let go of me.

Missing Maddy.
 

I love talking to Maddy and she hasn't been on lately due to her being busy in RL I am sure. I just miss her being around and tormenting her about Texas food since she can't be here. I think she got her offer finally accepted on a place though and it is killing me that she hasn't gotten to tell me about the place.

Also trying to decide if I should write another story to post here.

The progress I made on the apartment this afternoon, and the progress I made on my future.

wondering if Steph blubbered like a mushy bawl baby over Brat Camp

Actually, I was wondering where Steph *was.*

blubbering watching Brat Camp :D

<----checks to see if Steph's with Lil. :D

WHAT HAPPENED?!?!? You know, I unplugged the TV over a month ago to plug something else in and haven't watched TV since. *sob* I only miss it because I don't have a clue what you guys are talking about in the INXS thread. Also, I would like to watch Tommy Lee's package, er show.





Late supper and long dog walk *cough stalker cough*

:D

Thinking it's kind of quiet at Pixies today.

Food... I'm a bit hungry for some reason. I had a normal breakfast.

My sudden "social butterfly" status. :D

A man who suddenly is impatient. :hot:

How time goes by so fast.

Do I really want to go to my doctors appointment tomorrow

hairy crocodiles

Wondering if any of my resumes have found attentive eyes.

How neither of us wanted to go to work today.

How my office is such a mess from them moving
us and all the work that needs to be done before school
starts next week. :rant:

nothing respectable! :hot:

How well things seem to be falling into place. ;)

Friends who are struggling with big decisions.

how long i can suck on this swedish fish before give in and chew it

Why Thursday night can't be here soon enough.

'bout 6 seconds

A man not sleeping in my bed tonight.

realization that dreaming is for chumps, and i need to come back to reality.

Reminding ThirteenthStep that dreams result from hope, and hope is never a bad thing.

to tell thirteenthstep that although that's partly true, reality checks help us focus on what's needed and get us grounded, you should never stop dreaming. dreams are hope and imagination. without those things life is just a drudgery.

"Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you."

Knowing that, when we *aren't* together, that *I'm* on his mind.

something pink

something soft and wet

humpin' day

OMG, I almost wrote about that ^^^ in a PM I just sent.

people who butcher the English language

Why is it that tradesmen, carpenters, electricians and plumbers are so smart when it comes to things that everyone should know about?